Phatty Bumpz Production

2006-12-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

very the luvin

2006-12-17T12:42:00.000+08:00

at the zoo

2006-12-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

the luv of my life

2006-10-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

THE CHAIN GANG BLING BLING!!!!

2006-10-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

Me and the guys taking the coster.... TEST RIDE!!!!

2006-10-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, the light shine on u... its up to u accept it or juz hide in darkness alone...

2006-10-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

Werds From The Man Himself

2006-09-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

in my cribs

2006-09-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

Oh MAN!.... its been a long time since i blog... mo than a year seh...
got a new layout, feeling fresh and cool as ice...
hahaha... mo to come frm me

im sorry

2005-09-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

ryte now, tis day and date.... im still in thailand.... 3 mo weeks to go to end tis 3 months attachment... thailand is nice... ppl are frenly and like to smile... but its hot!!!! especially in the late mornings and afternoon... sooooo tat means i got darker... (sigh!) #reminder to self, buy FAIR AND LOVELY lotion when i get back# hahahaha... it will already be fasting month when i get home... and i'll be fasting in thailand for 1 or 2 days before i touch down to sg shore... miss the food, miss the ppl, miss the air-con bus, miss the MRT, miss my room, miss my mum, miss my sayang.... i cant update anymo when i get back coz my pc is down... cant get a new one yet... no money!!!!!... so ppl reading tis, im sorry...

would like to say sorry to my sayang to miss celebrating her b'dae and our 1 year anniversary while im in thailand.... get u some nice gift when i get back... sorry to DRY PEANUTS, for not contactin them for so long and not tellin them tat im away... and to all who knows me and i did not tell tat im gone to thailand........... im deeply sorry......

2004-12-12T13:54:00.000+08:00

The Luv Birds

Wow!!!... im so bz tat i dun even hav time to blog... bz wit camp details and duties... took my time to spend my weekend wit my one and only luv of my life... even than there a feelin of prayer hope tht i did not get to be activated for MOB manning was in my head... but wat the hell i wannabe wit my baby... been neglecting her bcoz of duty... lucky enuff she understand..."luv u wifey!!!"... went to Arab Streets wit her to buy kain as hadiah hari jadi for her mama... it cost a BOMB!!!... hehehe... spend the rest of the day wit her at Bugis... hehehe we took our 1st card pic ("tu kat atas tu... tgok ah") hehehe... luv her so much... her smile, her eyes, her smell, her luff, her voice, her gentle touch......erm... ok too much info now... hahahaha!!! spend time wit her till bout 6 plus coz she havin dinner wit her family... but i did not went hm... i met my childhood fren Khidhir at northpoint and bought somthing for my baby!!! *cannot tell wat it is coz its a suprise for her* hehehe... hope to met her today so i can pass it to her... "love u Inah!!!"...

oh ya heard the Dry Peanutz perform yesterday at hiphop fest... gud for them... many ppl call me up askin if im goin but sori guys i couldnt come... but i hope the Nutz did well... as for when am i goin to perform again??.... only smarties hav the answers... hahaha... its goin to take me a while to get back to the game.... and who knows u mite see 982 Nemesis back in action again!!! ya u heard tat from my own mouth "982 Nemesis"...

till than... take care and see u ard...

2004-11-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

Waaaaaaaah!!!! DAH LAMER SEH TAK BLOG!!!! been havin mental block on wat to blog for the past week... but im ok... bz wit Hari Raya celebration and stuff... wat hav i been up to?? hmmm... not much but 1st thing 1st, would like to say sori to the Yishun Gang for not joinin them jln raya... i got no mo chance to jln raya coz i'll be goin for 1 week exercise frm 26th nov till 2nd dec... so sad... ok wats up?... hmm... met Rahinah parents last week... was ok... we didnt talk much due to layan her relatives at hm... but i manage to seek forgiveness b4 we left her house... oh ya... she say her parents restu me and her being together, YAHOOOOOOoooooo!!!! she too met my parents... it went well and both parents restu us being together had made me the most happiest man, YAHOOOOOoooo....!!!! its all up to us to make it happen and we really hope, plannin and werkin on it to make it really happen.... insya'allah!!!!

2004-11-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

Tanpa diri mu hidup tak bererti
jgn kau pergi, dirimu tiada ganti
segala harapan tersemat dijiwa
semoga kau sentiasa disisi

Walaupun dalam laut, akan ku selami
walaupun tinggi gunung, akan ku daki
ku rela tempuhi apa rintangan yg ada,
semua demi cinta suci

Inah... senyuman, tangisan, tawa dan sentuhan mu hiasan syurga ku
darah mu pelita api hidupku
suara mu pembuka mata ku
ingin ku memberi cinta sesuci hati mu...

2004-11-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 2nd Nov was my 1st month aniversary wit my one and only luv... tho' its juz the 1st month but we felt like we been together for so long... mayb bcoz we get to know each other more than a year ago... how funny things blossom for us, ryte B?... hehehe... but im glad it happen and found luv which i never felt before and im greatful it come frm u... i hope and pray tat our dreams of being together and growin old together will not stay as a dream but turn to reality coz wat im feelin bout us is real... miss u lots coz we did not see each other due to the fastin period but to meet u up yesterday even to send u to the doctor made me the happiest man on earth last nyte... WHY??.... coz the scent of ur body, ur beautiful smile and when i look into ur eyes i see me... than i know, even we did not get to see each other for few weeks but the luv still strong... and the part tat we felt luv even without sayin anything and juz being next to u make me realized how strong our luv is... luv u Rahinah Misnawi, may our dreams come true... insya'allah...

2004-10-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

Nobody had really seen this side of me... in this holy month of Ramadan, i like to share to u even tho' im not so religious and leavin wit mix culture, im still Islamic and believe my only god is Allah SWT...

Other than the Rukun Islam, wat keep me strong in doin my duties as an Islamic is 'IMAN'...
"What is 'IMAN'?"... ertinya kepercayaan, iaitu, mempercayai dgn penuh keykinan terhadap Allah SWT, Rasulullah SAW, iaitu Nabi Muhammad, serta apa yang di bawanya adalah dari Allah SWT. Serta mempercayai Malaikat, Kitab-kitab, Rasul-rasul, Nabi-nabi yg terdahulu, Hari Akhirat/Hari Kebangkitan dan Qadha' serta Qadar. Mereka yg memiliki kepercayaan seumpam ini disebut sebagai mukminin/mukminat...

I admit im not religious and selalu melalai kan tangung jawab but havin 'IMAN' even a bit in me is wat makes me who i am today... the reason why im writtin tis is bcoz ppl frm diff religion ask me, "Fai, why must u fast when some of ur malay frens dun?"... to tell the truth i did not answer them... no werds came out frm my mouth, juz a simple smile... i dunno wat to say or how to explain...

Im not ryte myself, i hav lots of sin done in my life tat im not proud of... i knoe i will still make some of the mistakes again... kita manusia tidak lari dari kesilapan keran dugaan dan godaan... in this Holy month of Ramadan, i would like to beg for forgiveness for wat i've done in the past... not juz me but for my family and luv ones...

2004-10-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

Ok... i have to let out wat i really feel bout sg idol... to me, sg idol is juz a big fat joke to the entertainment werld... near everything bout it is wrong...frm the name, to the contestant, to the judges, to the voters, to the host and to even how the show is done...

*the name itself "Singapore Idol"... plsssss lah!!! some have to agree wit me that truthfully, we are not ready...!!! why must we force ourself to host the event anyway?...WHY!!?... bcoz Indonesia and Malaysia are doin it?... so we too have to follow? come on!!! look at their music industry and look at ours.... we have nothin to offer to the world when it comes to music... i've watched both Indonesia idol and Malaysia idol on my tv sets in the comfort of my home... and to me, how i wish i was there live and supportin them... their show is a major diff frm ours... they hav wat it calls "quality entertainment" wit out even to follow wat the American idol had offer... ya theres stuff here and there looks the same but the feel or the vibe is diff... the truth we're not originals coz we hav not found our own music identity... even if we have, it takes a miracle for the ppl of singapore to accept it coz we been following or copyin others for so long...

*now for the idol wannabes... i cant really blame them coz its the judges that puts them to the stage in the 1st place... but...plssss laaaah!!! if u say its a chance of a life time but why u did not go all out or even an average attempt as every week passes by?!!... i know they dun hav a powerful or even pure quality singing voice like Indonesian's winners Joy and Deylon or even Malaysian's Jac and Dina...but u(sg idols) are not tryin ur best... u hide ur voices... let it out... listen to my advise(if u could) coz the final will be on a bigger stage and place where u need to be louder... it'll be worse when theres live bands playin for u...

*(sigh!!!) the judges... wat mo can i say other than pls stop coz u juz embarrass urself mo wit the useless and meaningless comments... Dick, pls stop smilein when u give ur comment coz i feel like givin u a punch ryte at the jaw every time u did tat wit ur ridiculous comments... Florence, to me...they want u there so tat theres at least somthing nice to look at the judge table for the audience... Douglas, its no mo a rock n roll era man!!! wake up and smell the roses plss!!!... and for Ken, i cant say much coz i feel out of all the judges, to me at least he is the one tellin the truth... so to all the judges... pls wake up!!! its a diff era now... start livin, knowin and acceptin the diff genre of music coz it upgradin and revolving everyday...

*now for the voters... stop voting them coz u are their frens or u like the way they look... its not worth it... the winner is goin to represent singapore in the world idol... u want them to be the luffin stock for the world?... try to listen to the show rather than watch it... close ur eyes and listen to their singing... u'll know way i mean...

Im sorry if wat i've said hurt anyone but tat is wat i really feel... i luv singapore and i dun want the world to luff at us by our stoopidity....

2004-10-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

Mr Phatty on the decks... aint a turntable terror but a turntable terrible hahaha!!! but im learnin the ropes of DJ'ing... Aight?!.... aight!

2004-10-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Mr Phatty Bumpz cookin up a new dish at Rockstar Prodution Studio...

Aight....!!!! its been a while i had not update on my music life... well so here it goes... been werkin a lil somthing with Rockstar Production(Arin)... we moovin slow coz we both bz wit NS *yeah the same stoopid reason* Heard 2 of his beats and they're are dope!!!!... one is a club bangger beat like ludacris "move bitch"...but wit a diff vibe to it... my fav in his production offerin... hope to get the song done coz it would be a waste not to do a song wit a beat like tat... thinkin of wat to rhyme bout... YEAH!!! hmm.... ok i dun hav a pic of Rockstar owner Arin now but will be meetin him again(soon i hope) to give u a pic and lil werds frm the man himself!!!... hahaha... a few beats im tryin to create or find... salsa beats, deep underground beats and a RnB beat for a luv song... *I MISS PERFORMIN* and somtimes i miss 982NEMESIS... but never look back juz face front to strive in wat u belive, only look back to remind u to change for the better... Aight?!.... aight!

2004-10-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

The one i truly and madly in luv with....

Be it gud or bad, for the better or the worse.... i luv her for who she is... the only 1 i luv, the only one i care...forever and ever... till my heart beats stops, i'll even give her my one last breath...

2004-10-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

Oh tuhan bila masih ku diberi kesempatan
izinkan ku untuk mencintai nya
namun bila masa ku telah habis dengan nya
biar cinta hidup sekali ini sahaja
tuhan bila waktu dapat ku putar kembali
sekali lagi untuk mencintai nya
namun bila waktu ku telah habis dengan nya
biar cinta hidup sekali ini sahaja

luv is a beautiful thing... once u feel tat he or she is the one,
dun wait too long coz u live life only once... u may not see the person the next day coz god luv him or her more...

Ive found the luv of my life... i thank god for sendin her to me... she is my strength, my weakness, my heart, my soul & the ups and downs tat im gonna face wit her.... she is my life...

"B...
Thank u for lovin me wit all ur heart... i know its gonna be hard and full of bumpy rides a long the way but im glad u wanna be by my side thru out tis journey we choose. We'll go all the way against all odds... i aint perfect but i promise to give my all to u... i dedicate my life and live my life for u... "

Its been a while

2004-09-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

Its been a while i update tis blog... and so im back with my "WALAUWAY WEDNESDAY!!!" updates... hehehe... got bad news and gud news....hmm which one 1st? ok....

Bad news: Today i came back frm my off day juz to get the news that i'll be stayin in camp startin from monday...(sigh!) my only freedom and the only gud thing bout NS is taken away frm me ARGHH!!!!!.... its been so many months ive been stayin out... im startin to enjoy it but WHY!!! must gud things come to an end?... well i guess i'll be fine... can save money too hehehe....

Gud News: *Drum rolls* IM IN LOVEEEEEeeeeee!!!! hehehe... but i aint rushin... takin it slow and steady heehehe buuuuut..... IM IN LOVEEEEeee!!!! cant sleep peacefully without hearin her voice on the phone...and will call her every mornin to hear her voice just to brighten up my day... hav u ever felt tat way before? IM IN LOVEEEEeeee!!!! hehehe

"Dapatku membayangkan dari senyuman bibirmu itu, terucap kata kata bisikan seluhur hatimu... ku percaya sesucinya cintamu"

2004-09-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

DIKAU RATU HATI DAN CAHAYA HIDUP KU

Listen.... Back when I was down and out
I thought nobody cared about me
And that's when I found you yeah
You came along and changed my life and
Cause of you I'll be alright
I'm so thankful for you
(friends came friends went, that's when it came evident)
I can put my trust in you
(people places, things change in my world one thing remains)
that noone compares u
I've had friends, lovers come and go
One thing I know
Noone can compare to you
And that is why
I'll be by your side
In this thing for life
Cause noone can compare to you
You say what you mean
Mean what you say
Always keep it real that way
Girl that's why I respect you
Ya always taking care of me
Never ask for anything and
I thank god he gave me you
(friends came friends went, that's when it came evident)
I can put my trust in you
(people places, things change in my world one thing remains)
that noone compares u
I've had friends, lovers come and go
One thing I know
Noone can compare to you
And that is why
I'll be by your side
In this thing for life
Cause noone can compare to you
Everything I've been through baby
Said I'm never alone
Cause you've always been there
Through the hardest times I've known and
I only hope to be everything you wanted me
babe I wanna spend my life with you girl

"No One Can Compare (To You)" by GUY SEBASTIAN

2004-09-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

The "Dry Peanuts"
frm left: Flip'da'script(Wan), Chef Escalate(Sani) & AYU

The great ppl im close wit, been in the scene and makin music since i was wit 982'Nemesis... the 2 grps been thru' lots of up & downs...and missin a few ppl frm the individual grp... but we still tryin hang on... its hard for DP and PhAtTy coz we're now werkin adults... Sani is an *ehem-ehem* Chef, Wan sign on as a fire fighter sergeant, Ayu now a primary school teacher and myself in the freakin ARMY!!! but we still doin wat we can... AND GOD DAMMIT!!! I MISS PERFORMING!!!!

2004-09-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

The down to earth PhAtTy

2004-09-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

and.... the mentally retarded PhAtTy

The 2 faces of PhAtTy.... 2 souls in 1 body
one wit a down to earth pesonality
the other wit the silly retarded mentallity

2004-09-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

Its me turnin away from life for a moment

Would u face ur fear or would u juz turn away?
would u change ur fate or would u leave it to wat come may?
life is full of choices but somtimes its option is limited
strength can change to weakness
and love can change to hatered
when too much is never enuff
all the stuff blinded u from the simple things
lyke care and concern
or even family bondings
why must the poor feed the rich
when its the rich who should feed the poor
why do they always hav the powers
when we hav to werk till late hours
and why the hell am i askin so many question?
kau tak tau......?
aku pon tak tau... MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

2004-09-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

Ok ok... hav not updates for long tyme.... new layout(long awaited one bcoz the damn pc keep hanged and lost all my hard werk....)
a few things to tell and ask....

tell: im continueng my driving next week... after a long tyme doin sai kang (hope the spellin is ryte) in camp...

ask: hav u ever fallen in luv wit someone u hav not met b4? (but u ever saw his/her pics) sound stoopid and silly ryte? but tats why ppl says "luv is blind" or "cinta itu buta"? can luv really starts even b4 u meet the person?.... hmmm... the question been in my mind for the last few days.... can u really know the person well juz by talkin on the phone?.... mayb tats when its tyme to listen to ur heart mo than listen to ur mind.... it may go wrong or it may go ryte but tats wat luv is all bout ryte?... to learn from expirience.... mayb its a gud thing too... u learn to accept him/her no matter how they look lyke in and out.... but dun change after u met him/her lah... tats not ryte....
tell me what u think?... juz tag ur ans...
hmm... mayb i'll make a song bout it too hehehe

2004-09-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

The 2 of a kind *Phatso & MatilDa*

i'm still plannin for the long awaited Phatso / MatilDa
mad callabo song "Sin Of A Woman"... beats still not done
at all coz bz wit stuff( u know i know lah)... but princess pls juz write ur part... i need to get the beats ryte b4 i can proceed...
thinkin of an RNB chorus & bridge for the song....but who to sing... got a few ppl in mind... top of the list... Noi, my 982 Nemesis RNB DIVA... i still think she got wat it takes... shes been singin all the song ive wrote, so why stop now ryte?

so juz hav to wait for it to be done!!! peace!!

2004-08-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! the yishun gang at sani & ayu b'dae party tat i spoilt the suprise to ayu... hehehe miss them giller babi seh...hahahaha hope plan for tis year rayer outting werks out... the yishun gang goes ga-ga over brown this year!!! hahaha

2004-08-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

A 'lil close up pic of the man himself...hehehe

2004-08-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

NEW BORN

A god greatest gift to mankind
makes joy elevates lift the spirit and mind
the soft touch of an innocent life
a newborn always bring both lips to a smile
but the new era upstir a big factor
daddy's baby gurl making babies witout a father
mo & mo single mothers expiateting for their son or daughters
begging for forgiveness and strength from the creator
but those were the lucky ones
som were abandon at dark coners lyke rubbish dump
tell me wat wrong did they hav done
till their unknown parents cant overcome?

Ok tis is not a rap verse... juz something to be read for the mind

song

2004-08-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

Luv Birds(remix)

The 1st tyme met u Boo, i can only think of u
tender lips of ur smile, the only thing tats in my eye
u drive me wild, wit the way u move ur bodyand the clothes tat u wear, damn!... u lookin very sexy
such a pretty lady, lookin fine wish u were mine
ever since i met u, cant seem to get u of my mind
im kindda shy to introduce myself to u but i really want to know u as my honey baby boo
tell me wat should i do to get u to notice me?and the 1st werd tat i say when i speak to u my lady of my heart
lyke my soul, we'll never be apart
tat is wat i promise, and i swear it to the god...

*Izinkan diriku mencurah kan kasih kepada mu
indahnya asmara jika kita bersama selalu
hanya enkau yang satu, ingin ku temu
selalu ku terbayangkan sinar senyuman mu...
Met you when I least expected
And now I feel complete,
The luv you brings, comforts me, when I’m down in need
Now I don’t feel neglected
Cause I am yours to keep,
Look in your eyes, I can see, we as family...

Money cant buy true luv tat i got for u
every min and sec of my life dedicated to u
my honey bunny attitude tat is so bubblely
and lovin me lyke a pure lover should be
i thank the god for sendin u in my life
we juz startin to luv but u threat me lyke u are my wife
day and night, u ring me up juz to ask if im alright
luv each other till death even when we sometimes fight
gurl, u got all luv credential tat i need
perfect in every ways from ur head to ur feet....

ok... originally i wrote the whole song for 982 nemesis but DP english verse is being put together wit the malay chorus as a remix version for an '04 performance at Bishan CC.. and i lyke tis remix version ever since.... it feels complete...acctually the song is longer but to tired to type lah...hehehe.... peace!!!

from the heart

2004-08-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

Ok.... i strongly wanted to put only my music updates to the blog and not bout my daily life but... cant help it...been feelin emo wit the ruffedge "defined" album and my fav song is "kaseh dan percaya"... very nice, the werds gileer lah... forgive me for being emo'ish but if only i can put the song on tis damn blog.. would like to dedicate the song to someone i keep sms'ing day and nyte tis few days....

Jauh bagai bintang di angkasa dan putih bercahaya,
penyeri malam gelita
bila angin malam berirama, menyaut hasrat cinta ku terasa
dan rindu mula menyerlah,
kau sungguh istimewa
oh benarkah ini kembali nya sinaran
hadirmu oh kasih memberikan harapan
kau lah sebaiknya untuk ku selamanya
kekasih ku percaya...

A feelin from the HEART... peace!!!

2004-08-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

a 'lil somthing from the graff section...

2004-08-22T16:47:00.000+08:00

Tempermental Princess

The adjectives in my verse
calls mic syndicates for a versus
ima poet but my dialect spreads the tumours
socretes can't explain my lyrical tremours
i shine in the dark away from the poetical glamours
my mind speaks on earthtones as i grab the microphone
no definition to comply the shoots of my passion
i kill in a simile digestion
heart to mind, pen to paper
werds to depictors
then a saga unfolds
live by my werds
let it be written let it be told

Written by Matilda (old stuff)
*thanx to Narayumi for the pic

2004-08-22T16:19:00.000+08:00

im a souljah

come step to my realm if u man enuff
aint a bluff, my flowmetua base reputua
of a souljah...i'll huff and i'll puff
wit my crafty art form medley
combining verbs be adjourn repeatedly
prognosticate on my dub syndicate
infatuate rhymes mind infrenal is infiltrate
vision of signs find myself courage for my privilege
depriving divine and closeing up to the edge
im a souljah... the state of mind warlord
im a souljah armed wit lyrical onslaught
def tone in phycological warzone
stand alone pumpin bass tone to the bone

Written by myself called "Im a Souljah"
inspired when i got to be stronger to stay in the game
*special thanx to Narayumi for the pics

2004-08-22T15:58:00.000+08:00

NEWS FLASH!!!

Phattybumpz made 2 new partners in its develpoment of upgrading the production... i ask the long awaited PhamilyProjectz...

Matilda: The lyrical partner in crime who keeps on amazes me wit her strong vocab and diction!!

Narayumi: The designer who always meets my expectation in every ideas i hav!!

*thanx to Narayumi for the pics!!

2004-08-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

On my own
Written:Phatso

Yeah!! im back wit a vengence
awaited long absent
the stages felt shaken
awaken my present...
the master servant of god
still ballistico decipher
lyrical poltergeist mic toll creator
on my own wit impact
Phatso bring the beat back
mad skillz still intact
wit my lyrical dialectz... Uh!!....

(for the whole song, hav to wait till it came out for the masses)

Tats a lil bit from my new song "own my own"
theres still more of it to be done, but the beats are ready...
only left wit a few mixin and editin....
The top pic is the first on-trial design for the single cover.
*Special thanx to Narayumi for the pic*

2004-08-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

982 Nemesis at Hip-Hop Fest 2003

Remembering those days i had with them...
What they are doin now?...i dunno
do i missed them?...yeah
watever they doin wit thier life now,
i wish them all the best and thanx for the gud and bad memories...

Pics taken frm Imran's beats-society.

2004-08-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

WHO AM I?

MatilDa:
"My intuitions depicts accurate predictions
my dictions presricpts the latest addiction
my werds arranged its a verba disgression
i style my werdplay in a mind collision
whu be the illest in a microphone fusion
metaphors be my only menthor
a rhyme distorter
MatilDa be the HER to revolutionize lyrical upstirs..."

PhAtTy:
"Now the dead Phatso incarnates VENDETTA
lyrical poltergeist twisted untamed rapper
mind blowing fusion of the phlow tution tutor
mataphor ellaborate death toll creator
how many more mics i can rip?
am i gettin back to the root?... i plant a new seed
the new man to uphold my name in the street
werd driven rhymes blood boils till it bleed..."

Written by MaitlDA(Maria) & Myself
a lil keystyle session we had juz now...

Too much to handle TUESDAY!!!

2004-08-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! it's been a long tyme i've not wrote bout my daily happenins to the blog.... so here it goes... went to my new camp today, at seletar... the place old skool to the max!!! im able to stay out till the bunk is done with the renovating...very eerie seh the place... feel lyke im in the 60's mcm one of Sgt. Hassan's men seh....hahaha...really!! lots of things to do and learn there... *SIGH* madness... new frens there ok... i know some frm my ite skool... today weather so freakin hot... keep drinkin... now my tummy looks lyke im 6mths preggy....hehehe now i know how pooh bear feels after drinkin the tub of honey...hahahahhah!!!
ok... dunno wat else to add.... myte do some rhymes later... got new ideas on wat to write... ok gtg... PEACE!!!

2004-08-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

Ok... wat mo can i say/
its my life to choose to be the hunter or the prey/
goin to my seperate ways/
its my own price to pay to hold to wat i've say/
livin it day by day and facein wat come may/
u askin me for a reality check/
i did and to tell it all, my mind prescription i keep it intact/
still hold it on, i've analyzed it and did nothin wrong/
ur foolish werds aint bringin my down , it only making me strong/
i got my own path to choose, got nothin else to loose/
drive my driven rhymes to cruise up ur simple mind some boost/
stop blameing me for ur lack of fusion/
ur reason are nonsense son, u only making urself a nuisance..

written by myself called "enuff said"
inspired by the reasons i left 982...(old stuff, wrote wats in my head)
thanx to Narayumi for editin the pics...

2004-07-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

Lifes gamble blood rush full throttle/
expect the un expected react quick to the insensible/
undesirable act a fool, the weak overpowered the powerful/
the imperfect tool to overcome life struggle/
to obtained the cash flow just to put food on the table/
obsevre any obstruction filtered out the bad intention/
may lead to detention when attack broke down ur protection/
it caught up to ur movement now its too late for correction/
to the station where u get interrogate, without hesitate/
u tell it all, now the judge & jury to make the call/
blinded wrong doings now lead to life fadeing/
flash back to what u have done ur evil eyes now crying/
i hope the prison taught u well mentally/
next tyme u better realize before do shit... think of ur family...

written by myself...called "mistakes"...
inspired after watching crime watch...hahahaha!!
thanx to Big Guy(blindedheart.blogspot) for the pics

2004-07-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

I dun know who is the real me/ my future un clear wit fate vision blurry/ life struggle day by day wit somthings mess'up eventually/ only thing to be done is to have faith within me.../ madness been demonstrate/ blood level boiled high elevate/ estimates & dodgeing problems before it struck to the head/ always settles shits quick before it gets too late/ pray to the god to gave me strength i need/ to be a better man to stand on my own 2 feet/ able to withstand from the cold to the wave of the heat/ once my "to do list"is done, than i think of to quit... written by myself... inspired by "Hope & Faith"

Its been awhile...

2004-07-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

ok... its been bout 1 week i did not update... soo here it goes... the reason theres no post coz im feelin down wit the failin of my 3rd TP drivin test.... but today ive passed the freakin test!!! hahahaha!!(evil luff)... pertunangan my sis on sunday was gud... got no prob but penat giller... hehehe people wish me happy birthday coz my b'dae was on the same day...
ok got to go now... continue later... got to eat some pizzas hahahaha!! peace!!

2004-07-11T12:01:00.000+08:00

me & the one & only Wan!!! eatin at BK...

2004-07-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

yea!!... the gang wit Imran at yp...

Freaky Friday

2004-07-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... ok now.. i did not post yesterday coz im juz too tired so im mixin it all up today!!... did my ASD(advanced skill drivin) yesterday.... was fun... love to skid the car... mcm racer!! hahaha than imagine drivin up a 60' slope face downwards... hahaha my balls shrunk to the size of pruns i tell u.... ghahaha!! but finis the whole mission... than today did my crosscountry... i miss the jungle terrain... so glad to be back in the forest hahaha... drive up and down the uneven grounds... than using the night vision goggles to drive in the forest at nyte... waaah!! learn lots of things today... even drivin thru a river... fun giller!! hahaha...

actually i juz reach hm.... now its tyme i take my rest... peace!!!

Another Walauway Wednesday!!!

2004-07-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

ok... bad news... i failed my TP... simply bcoz i was concentratin to the bz traffic infront of me tat i forgot to check left right mirrors...THE FUCK!!! well at least i try and know my mistake...the retest is on monday... so i'll try to pass it... reach home feelin a bit down... but the sexy indon maid near my block cheer me up... hahahaha! bcoz i failed, i have to drive another 100 mins... its freakin tired seh!!!

ok got to rest my eyes... seen too much stuff for today (if u know wat i mean) hahahahah!!.....PEACE!!

2004-07-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

Tats me when i was a baby... cute huh? hahaha not much change, still look blur.. eh! wait!!! i am blur!! hahahaha....

Tut tut Tuesday!!

2004-07-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.... nothin much today... but tomoro is my TP... after a few postpond dates...hahaha...SERAMnyer!!! but dun wanna care bout it so much... watever happens, happens...yea i download an old format of sega genesis game to my pc... thanx to Mas Razi(camp buddy)brings back old memories seh... hahaha all the old games wit its old original graphics... kewl lah!! madness!! today my drivin was ok gud... but 1 mistake was i wanted to u-turn to a wrong road...hahaha was dreamin lah... sorri Mr Malek(my instructor)... lucky mange to turn back... hahaha mcm sial lah kau fai...

ok gtg and rest my eyes for tomoro... PEACE!!!

Hmmm... Monday!!!

2004-07-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

Test test 123... ok go... hehehe... well my monday is very normal... tot i'll be doin my TP but they pick me and a few others to have it on other days... dunno when yet... so did my normal drivin.... ok not bad ah, better than tis few days... guess im ready for it...hehehe...well nothin much to say other than im gettin sleepin typin tis post...*yawn*...

tyme for me to get some shut eyes... Peace!!!

2004-07-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

As i looked back to what i've done/ how i've grown up from the day i crawl to now tat i can run/ the bitter sweet memories of my childhood to my manhood/ from all my sadnees to all the fun/ my journey of this precious life/ mostly in pain and some even cuts me deep like a knife/ but i still stand tall wit my own two/ i'll survive to any downfall coz i want to/ i belive without the old there is no new/ and to see how ive grown up... to god... i thank u... peace!! Written by myself... hahaha... very the emo!!!

Slacken Sunday!!

2004-07-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm... wat now?... oh ok... the title says its all, sleep the whole day so nice... woke up at ard 6pm hahaha realize nobody was home... the family went out to farah's(for those who dunno, farah is my sis) bakal tunang house... hahaha how nice... *sigh* my sis is all grown up... im the olders but im still havin my own way of life... oh by the way... the hari pertunangan is on the 18th of july(same date as my birthday)wish her all the best!! My TP is tomoro... and i dun give a fuck!! wat ever happens i'll accept it... "u got to fall to rise back again"...but still have to try my best...

ok tats all i got to say... goin back to sleep again now... must watch the final!!! hope i can wake up hahaha... aite...PEACE!!!

2004-07-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

Chillin down wit my guitar!!

Simple Saturday!!!

2004-07-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

ok lets go... *sigh* did not post for the past few days coz i felt really down wit my drivin gettin bad comin nearer to the test day... but wat da hell FUCK IT!!! wat ever fuck happens, i dont care... juz have to keep a clear mind when the day comes... went to a punk rock show juz now at pasir ris..(yes!! i went to a punk rock show) went back to the scene i left 4 years ago... went there to support my fren barney, he's band playin... and they were great!!! madness... i even felt like wantin to play in a band back... but the feelin is not juz bcoz of them... its the crowd!! they were standin, jumpin, cheerin, moshin, body surfin in front of the damn stage... i never saw tat kind of crowd in hip hop gig... plus they support who ever on stage, gud or wack, even when they cant hear wat the vocal is singin due to soft mic volume, they still support them... DAMN i miss my old band... feel lyke goin back to tat scene... damn i really wish hip hop crowd will be mo hype and supportive!!

*sigh* tats wat i can say bout my sat... feelin so tired now... tyme to Take my rest.... PEACE!!!

2004-06-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

Now tat im all alone towards my own way, im glad theres others backing me up in my every down fall... i thank god for them... to end the month of june i would lyke to thank a few people who was there tis month... thanx to DP!! (for keepin my dreams alive and lights up my weekend), Nina(for her jokes, kind werds and cool gossips), Noorul( for her kind werds when i was down) Pinky(for the free frapp), Alisa( for wantin to do a song wit me... i try to get a beat and song soon), Maria(for accompany me to the youth park) and lastly my camp buddies( for makin my NS life wonderful)...THANX!!!!

Another walauway wednesday!!

2004-06-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

Ok lets go... argh!! my drivin was bad today... the traffic lyke shit ah... so bad... hmm hope tomoro would be better... coz the route for my TP is as bad... how seh i want to pass lyke tat?...
goin to sembawang camp tomoro mornin for SAF day... *sigh*... myte sleep early tonyte to watch soccer later... thank god for my buddies who cheered my day up wit the lame sex jokes... hahaha
i was so bored tat me and Harman disturb a toad... yes i repeat a toad!! in the longkang... hahaha really brings back childhood memories...

ok tats bout all i gotta say bout my wednesday... PEACE!!

Tha Tuesday!!

2004-06-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

well my tuesday kindda boring.. nothin much, did the same thing wat i did yesterday... only diff after lunch got CBT(computer bla bla bla) boring giller coz have to do 5 lessons... than go hm while on the rd saw sani and nina hahaha... so fun!!! went to kak ana house juz now... AT LAST!!! ive upload the pics... sorry cant put all in the blog yet... but tis pics says a lot already bout how fun my day was...hehehe

ok gtg now need to rest my eyes hehehe... oh ya forgot saw the sexy indon maid again at the void deck juz now.... woohoo!!! hahaha... PEACE!!

2004-06-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

wish i have take a pic with her... how could i have missed?!

2004-06-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

tell u tis lady hav a nice sexy voice when she talk to me... very frenly too hehehehe

2004-06-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Woohoo... her waist is sooo slim!! hehehe

2004-06-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!!! tis lady look so sweeeeet!!! wish i had taken a pic wit her earlier before she went for her break.... DAMMIT!!

2004-06-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

Wat mo can i say?... a job well done!!!

2004-06-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

Nina, Sani & Ayu... feelin "up in tha club" hahaha

2004-06-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

Me & Pinky chillin at youth park!!

sigh Monday!!

2004-06-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

Its the start of a new week... as usual was happy meetin the camp buddies, listenin to farid's gang bang story hahaha... nice one bro... boring giller in camp cos im the 1st driver than after tat did nothin but sit and wait as the tyme pass by... got the news tat Rahinah is now attach *sigh*...juz as long she is happy than i am happy... felt mo low in camp juz waitin to go hm... myte go to kak ana house later to upload the weekend pics of the car show and the gig... *sigh*

Thanx to Kak Noorul for her kind werds... im ok... really! tomoro is another day... oh ya, my drivin was gud today... not much mistakes... lucky i drive before the news came... thank you god!!
PEACE!!!

Silly Sunday!!

2004-06-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Went to the youth park gig juz now... met some old frens... not bad ah theres gud new crews...(pics comin up soon)great performance by switch, freaky z and ecstatics... thanx pinky for the frapp hehehe... than chill wit the dp geng...took mo pics hahaha... not much i can say bout today coz im so tired...

*sigh* tomoro goin back to camp... hope its gonna be fine there... cant wait to hear weekend stories from the guyz...peace!!

2004-06-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

Me performin at hip hop fest 03... wonderful experience!!!

Superb Saturday!!!

2004-06-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! i went to dream asia car show kat expo juz now... wonderful i tell u... took pics wit tha 2 fast 2 furious EVO7 car... but theres mo better car there... theres this superb gangsta lookin pronton waja(fully make over) lawar giller... took pics wit some of the pretty showroom ladies.. hehehe... pics comin up soon... oh ya i forgot, i went there wit farid... lots of pretty women and cars there(its lyke a dream come true)hahaha... went home after tat, need to rest ah... ya it true... (wat da hell is fai doin restin at home on a SATURDAY!!!) well tomoro goin yp to see the platform 4 final and too phat performin... yeah! mo pics takin...

well got to go and have my late dinner now... reach home and no one was ard... so i cook my dinner... not goin to tell u wat it is... ok ok... its...PASTA!! hehehe... ok peace!!

Freaky friday!!!

2004-06-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

Ok my friday was cool and relax... did not do anything other than drivin for the full 90 mins... i repeat 10hrs in camp and im did no do nothin other than tat 90mins... jokin ard in camp wit my buddies and tomoro...NOT WERKIN!!!..hahaha reach hm saw khidhir and both of us spy on a indon maid stayin in my block... the maid power giller!! sexy.... if she was my maid, things can go freaky hahahaha... tell u, i'll stay at hm all the tyme hahahaha!!! ok enuff of tat wat matters most i get off tomoro...

dunno wat to add now... coz nothin happenin much... oh ya got the new ruffedge album on... wonderful beats seh the album... ok go off now mayb continue later... peace!!

Thoughtful Thursday!!

2004-06-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Wow!! tell u... today my mind is put to a very focus mode... redeem myself from my suckie drivin of yesterday... today drivin way better... got my parkin test and i was the 1st few pick to do it early... guess wat?... !!!!I PASSED THE FREAKIN TEST!!!!... WOHOO!! so happy coz now i can relax a bit... juz hav to collect my milage now to be able to do the final test..."TP"... hehehe ish.. i tot i would fail the test seh, coz the tester mcm sial lah... want the truck to be park betul-betul middle, and i nearly exceed the tyme... jeez!! but the most important thing is that ive passed!!yeah!! went hm alone coz farid got to do his night drivin... took the bus hm, packed giller but lucky ade pemandangan....hehehe did not meet Arin today coz he forgot! walauway!! but its ok he pass it to ikin so everything be fine...hahahaha...

ok got to go off now... got to do some beats and write some stuff wit a new beat from wan old disket hahaha...peace!!
......."U'll tuned in to tha mutha f***kin greatest!!"......

"Walauway Wednesday"

2004-06-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

Had my worse drivin today... dunno why today very the blur sotong!!... but lets starts from the beginin... as usual tumpang farid, had few puff before we go... than few mins to the journey, i forgot my wallet so he hav to u-turn..hehehe sorri bro!! its already 7 am, have to reach camp in 1/2 hour tyme so he "piaat" all the way... reach there bout 20 mins... in camp today bit relax... do my parkin as usual but there's this asshole fat bastard really make my blood boiled... feel lyke punchin him in the face but try to cool down... so angry tat my drivin sucks!! (note to self: do not drive when angry) really know Dammit!!...

Hope tomoro would be better... tomoro got parkin test!! arghhhh!!
ok lah got to go and hav my prayers... write again tomoro..peace!

2004-06-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

2 mat belo happy masok "HELL IN A CELL" things always gets crazy when sani starts his lame jokes...hahahaha!!

2004-06-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

Me & Nina act cute while waitin for our slot.... but memang cute pon... Hahahahahaha!!

2004-06-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

The whole gang after a show... (form left:rul, has, sani, nina, wan, ayu and me...

2004-06-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

"Everytime i find myself fades in life, i close my eyes and saw u as my energy..."

Tired Tuesday!!

2004-06-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm... my tuesday begins wit me being voted to be the 1st driver, WHAT DA HELL!!!(*sigh* semalam last driver complain, nari 1st driver pon complain!... dasar pemalas lah kau nie Fai!!) hehe but while drivin, get to cuci mata coz i drive pass Temasek Poly... hehehe plenty of chicks waitin at the bus stop... apa lagi! drive slowly lah...hahaha... lunch tyme, Rahinah call me... keep sayin ehem ehem!! censord sikit lah hehehe... missed her manja voice... than i get the news from my fren..."Fai, tonyte u got nyte drivin" DAMMIT!!! lucky i get to drive first if not mesti balik lambat... took the bus home from tamp interchange... woohoo!! plenty of pretty faces but wit me in really really hot and smelly situation, hehehe i juz keep a distant wit others comin near me...(wish i had brought my minyak wangi)hehehehe reach home bout 9 plus... had my long and peaceful shower, now feelin so freash and so clean clean hehehe... basically tats wat ive done for today...

tune in tomoro diff tyme but same place for "walauway wednesday" hahaha.... peace!!

My monday!!

2004-06-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up late for werk hehehe... lucky farid was sabar enuff to wait for me... sori bro!! tumpang his bike and eventually reach there early hehehe... got the news tat we'll be drivin the 3 ton truck on public rd today... wat da hell?! i anit prepared for it... and the next news is tat im the last driver to go for my grp... so the seram... those trucks are lyke monsters hahaha! the whole day berpeluh(baru wear new sets of uni, dah kena tukar)DAMMIT! did most of my day there alone coz most of my frens detail to mornin drivers... but end of the day, it wasnt bad... i feel lyke the king of the rd....hahaha but wit 50km/hr...it get boring... I WANT FAST AND FURIOUS!!!.... ok cool down...hehehe

tyme for me to hav my dinner...mummy cooks my fav dish...ASAM PEDAS!!!!.... WOOHOO!!

2004-06-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

now tat he is gone wit his last album... im takin over..KHAKHAKHA!(evil luff)hehehe

Sunday is chilled out day!!

2004-06-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

Here i go... spend the whole sunday sleepin seh... too tierd i guess... met "B" juz now. we talk for a while and had few luffs... so happy for her tat she get in poly... gud luck gurl!!
tomorrow (or should i say in few hours tyme) be goin to camp and do my 3 ton truck parkin... guess i'll be sweatin lyke a pig (do pigs really sweat?)hehehe i dunno... really hot seh inside those damn trucks!! but i'll be happy to meet my camp buddies again... sure got weekend stories to share...hahaha...

ok got to plan my tyme ryte now... later watchin soccer!! another sleepless nyte for me!!! hehehe peace!!

2004-06-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

havin some thoughts before goin to war... mo lyke havin a change of hearts...hahaha

2004-06-20T17:14:00.000+08:00

damn i missed those days!! the best performance i ever did...

2004-06-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... wat should i do today?!

2004-06-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

wat am i lookin at?

What happened yesterday!!

2004-06-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! the blog had set up... did a performance at changkat cc, did well i guess, but "tha fight"(by the b-boys) spoilt the spirit of the guys... tot of goin town but had change of plans so end up makan at s11 tampines... sms arin and he is sendin me his beats soon to cook somthin up... cant wait for it, heard his beats before... not bad... his rhymes are ill too...so the streets better prepare!! hahaha mcm real jer...

Today, this blog was born....

2004-06-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

Would lyke to thank Ayu for helpin me wit the blog...hahaha
cant wait to explore mo wit wat i can do wit it.... juz wait k?!!!